I don't know who will read this but this is basically me ranting about what I want to do in the future with my art so you don't have to read this. it's totally fine.

In the future, I hope someone reads this later on when I have some animation out.

So right now I just got accepted to my dream University and I can't believe I'm here. I haven't been to Newgrounds which I think is cool. I have to make finished artwork to be seen I think, my sketches may not be in the art portal and that's fine. I don't really care about likes or views right now because it's just for fun at the moment. I think I would like to build an online presence and hopefully have enough support for animations. I base-ing this all on time and not a get-rich-quick scheme, at the moment right now I feel so stunned.

My characters are evolving with time and I can't wait to put out more sketches and art of them. They make my life better, I've had them since 2008 so I was about 6 when I made stick figures of these characters. Over time they grew from sticks to actual based people, since I was little (this is sad but here) I had no friends because I guess kids didn't like that I wore pants and had my hair down. I looked like a tomboy in a "prep" type school. So I made these and talked to them in the playground in elementary school, they got me through middle school when moved 100 miles away from my hometown. I kept drawing them til I used music to define some of their personalities and then I was bullied for saying my characters were my first friends, I hated middle school but I love my characters at the time. In high school, I got more creative and gave them much more in the development of my mind and personality I got invested and made comics on Deviantart. I got my art stolen there and deleted everything.

In college, I got more serious and started writing the story, and character background and drawing more and more sketches of them being active and not just standing around like statues. I got invested again and drowned myself in animations on youtube and got excited when I found out that animation on youtube can get you noticed by people and future jobs.

I wanted so badly to be an animator full time but I knew that's not easy and good to start off right out or college so I just kept drawing but showcasing my love for art and my characters here is perfect.

My project is called "Original Story"

super original or maybe something different, with hints of an open-world story and no happy endings, death seems so common and yet natural to many but your favorite character cannot live long. I never wanted a story where everyone is happy and well, this isn't a marvel movie where everything is perfect and fine.

I want a tragic and a mourning arc, I need something that says wow, that's horrible, they are not getting out of it. Something that makes parents say, "I thought this was a nice cartoon", a show that makes you think that "everyone might die" or "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT"

I hated stories with happy endings, like sad stories with happy endings. Something that horrible gore-y and terrible makes you want to rewind to see if that actually happen. Though filled with action, something cool for everyone but also not so sad that you are like "oh wow that was horrible" more like "poor him, what's gonna happen?"

so that's all I can say for now.

enjoy my collection of sketches, storyboards, and character sheets!

I hope the future me sees this later and has a better life now for the characters and herself (or my future self) idk

excuse any grammar mistakes